Oh…PUHLEEZ!

Aargh! Why are guys like that? All they think is that I’m not after a friendship but you know, having a deeper kind of “getting to know you” relationship, which is like crap because right now all I want are FRIENDS and I’m not into any sort of romantic attachment at this point! It is really so frustrating, they think I’m just making advances [think:TOTALLY GROSSED OUT!]. Damn!

Can’t I just have a purely platonic thing going on? I have always had guy friends but what’s hard is that I’ve been thrust into a situation where I cannot make many guy friends because there is like a complete violation of the law of supply and demand! Please, a guy FRIEND, PAL, CHUM, BUDDY and NOT a LOVER! The worst thing is that they think I am so overly friendly…maybe it is my fault, maybe I am the one sending out mixed signals [thinks it over]…NAAAAAH! Uhmm…

I hate it, okay so, I’m not saying girl friends are not enough, it’s just there are some things that I can talk over with them that I’d have a different side than when I talk with the XX-chroms like me…guys look at things differently [waah! An UNDERSTATEMENT!] anyway, I just hope I could really find a guy friend like I had in high school…